Welcome to the diary of my darkest mindest
Seit wann bist du so eiskalt
Ich werde immer erst schlafen gehen wenn nur ein Haken da ist
Sag mir doch einfach das du mich lieb hast
Will dich in der Einfahrt sehen
I can’t help myself but when I know you out somewhere
With people I don’t know
Up late
Maybe even far away
My stomach just turns an aches
I didn’t feel this way in the beginning
You destroyed my trust in the worst way possible
You took me for granted and didn’t even saw any problems with your actions
What happened today really messed with my brain
I just need a hug from you
Please just come here and lie in bed with me
Waiting for you to come to me
With open windows so I can hear the sound of your vehicle
But in the end I know that you won’t come
Even tho you know that I need you after what happened
In every motorcycle I hear you
I always long for your presence
But as soon as you are here you always find a way to destroy my soul
I just wanna fall asleep next to you without crying
Just for once